Lost innocence
Lost innocence
The Devil whipsers Tom...
One year ago:
God help me,
God help me…
I’m seeing living nightmares with grieving warfare,
Thoughts blare restless in my mental state pleading for air,
Eternal Lord…uncord with your wisely eternal word,
Timely reword and finally accord to give me new reason,
My childish treason to a life ruled by cruel television,
Video games give me a new vision with a world in flames,
On the path of collision imaginary is real and reality fades,
I have nothing but prays towards your good will to save,
My own soul from demons eating judgment’s essence from me,
I see me now in the present…I’m not what I used to be…
Present:
God, I no longer need you,
God, I no longer need you....
Video games and television gave me the new reason,
Await more then petulant the new Counter Strike season,
Filled with petulance………blood spilled without a reason,
I now understand the beauty in a perfect,while moving,headshot,
Death’s hand fury unfolds like Diablo’s own words to put a stop,
To undeserving souls that only rot in senseless insignificant lives,
And as an infant cries so pain will capture their eyes when people,
Will realize my power when death shall ripple and cripple them,
When I sterilize the earth from those undeserving of birth…and,
Then shall arise the god that I am when I cram bullets like damn
I am worst than the Son of Sam…Hope shall collapse like an anvil,
Because I live my live backwards……but so LiveD the DeviL…
Thoughts transmitted inwards………………….life of a rebel,
I squandered infinite armies with deadly swords,with heavy words
Guiding me,I wandered endlessly,lurking in the shadow of empires,
I brought them to their fires because of my greedy desires…
So God…I no longer need you…I now have my friend:the gun,
Television Matrix,I Am The Chosen One…so this means,
I am also The Lord Of The Rings…Freddy Kruger in sins,
Killing people in their dreams,I bring fear like shark fins…
No…I no longer need you…I rule my world,not you…
Three days after (takes his dad’s gun and goes to school) :
Same weekday…the same way,having to put up with this jerks,
My classmates are fools and fuck my teacher’s homeworks,
Fuck the school rules…time to show them all:
So when the teacher starts to mock him for not knowing a simple question,and when he sees all his classmates laughing,he takes out his gun and…
The killer instinct has truly awaken,till now somehow forsaken,
Time to be extinct and overtaken,so send my regards to Satan!
He takes the gun and aims:sees her teacher screaming for aid to the Lord,
Closes his young eyes and splatters her brains all over the blackboard,
A young angelic girl next to him absconds in tears praying to God,
In the next seconds…………….she’s laying in a red pool of blood,
Looks at him with pure eyes,innocence pulverized………she dies…
His classmates flee thru the door,he sees one fat kid and shoots with a roar,
Hits his foot……..He lies terrified on the floor,pleading for his mother,
Bleeding his youth……………Facing the barrel he swallows deep,
A BANG followed by black pother…He’s hit…Begs after his mother Carol,
Then another bullet opens his head……………………He’s dead,
Then Tom looks around and sees only red blood shed,
Looks at his red hands,and says:
“Now…now I realize I lost my innocence….”
“How could I do such?” he starts to shout,
Then takes the gun,puts it in his mouth,
Under tears of the sun,the bullet races out…
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