In this urban jugle,it's easy to lose your way
Takes your heart mind n soul to make it through the day
Cry out for help, or something... anything, to ease the pain
Just so you can rise and stand up, to your feet again
A seed of shame, can grow to be a forest of sadness
And media hype, like vultures will acknowledge your madness
At a boiling point, you can sense that trouble is stirrin'
And every passing minute just seems to double your burden
Moments of joy leave quick, when your fears erase it
Cause you just cant seem to get past all those tears you've tasted
Far from clear or basic, which makes you hate more
Fact that God didnt show you that sign you prayed for
No strength to keep fighting, no power to breathe,
No friends, no family, calling in your hour of need
All you really want, is for your own Mom ta listen
And for your self esteem to stop being non-existent
See, from a distance, problems cant be mended or healed
Out of luck you always catchin the raw end of the deal
Now the bottle is callin',take more than what you've got,to deny
And the pain killers you takin, aint what the doctor prescribed
You understand, this is real life and everyone has got flaws
But feel even Amazing Grace wont be findin this lost cause
Thoughts of ending your suffering, come frequently on many days
God can have back what he gave me, I didnt ask for it anyway...
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