...Swaying In The Wind.
Here I am.. Here I stand. A broken man from a broken land.
A hopeless old hand... Helpless, boneless, bogus and bland.
Phony, focused only on the loneliness I demand.
Those who claim to know me say they are above me,
They don't love me enough to trust me, dont come close enough to touch me.
They run from me so suddenly it crushes me,
They bluntly push me so wildly I cry inside silently.
I try to fight valiantly but instead I surrender quietly.
I tenderly shy away from these days put before me,
But these people still look at me and ignore me...
People still ignore me... Force me to explore my outlook of life abnormally.
Ordering me to poorly judge the likelihood of death prematurely.
Cautiously storing all these thoughts, closing the doors already opened for me.
While openly falling into my own pitfalls to abyss.
Wishing people would see this, envisioning my own weaknesses as demons.
They're causing me to see things, feelings seething and feeding.
Im reading into there voices and hearing two choices..
I must lead or be lead... Lay down or lay dead.
Become one with them, instead of against they'll fight for me,
But I know that they'll all still ignore me...
I stagger forward awkwardly, they can't help but not ignore me.
I walk orderly toward the hoards of people stood before me.
I start to warn those in front of me but they just stop and laugh at me.
Pushing as they pass me, smiling to mask the fact that Im actually being noticed.
I don't protest or focus, Im no less soaking in blood already.
I steadily get to my feet and look around at faces that surround me.
I put my head down drowning out all sound,
I fall to the ground as all I feel is the pounding of my heart.
I start to undo my shirt as it starts to fall apart.
The hard beat in my chest is expressed by the shaking of my hands.
I lift my head so Im facing a man as I struggle to stand.
Face to face I embrace him and forgive all his sins....
Lay dead in his arms as my wings are swaying in the wind.
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Havent wrote anything for a while, this is the first thing I wrote it a long time...
Any feed is appreciated,
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