Replied to Mesmerize-Aprothates.
In my position, I cannot think of light at the end of the tunnel
I can only accept my existence at the present and hope, hope
Is my only reassurance, and invest myself in other's insurance
Scientifically hope isn't an adequate reason for quitting my job
Just like in the oceans beneath, air isn't adequate for emergence
Of the whale...and in my position, I aint ready to turn the knob
I aint ready to turn the door knob to the steps of enlightenment
My welfare isn't adequate for my living conditions, my opinion
Doesn't depend on the misfractions of other ones incompetent
But my opinion won't feed my 5 children and won't give me some-
Thing for hope or reassurance. I can't live rich so being prominent
Can give my life clarity and credentials, with my 20 and two 1's
My opinion doesn't help my girls get sleep when the drunks
Downstairs get into arguements and smash everything in sight
My 2 son's can't get clothing and sneakers from my hoping voice
My husband won't forge and re-establish our marriage because I
Show faultering characteristics and a mellow, sympathetic choice
For a man I once knew and loved. Two options; to die or try
I once knew this lady who's first impression was I was Islamic
She assumed I didn't celebrate Holloween, Easter, and Christmas
For a reason. I know money isn't why I'm breathing, obstacles
Portrude their way into my life because one person's experience
Determines character; something like that. Believing it's probable
That Hell is my prior residence; it reflects on Death's appearance
...Welfare, gentrification, debt, self-doubt, anguish, and a broken marriage won't manage...
When in my position there are still millions compelled, related to thoughts of the average...