suicide
Ever wonder why life deals you the worst possible hand?
In a room full of seats, you're left to stand.
Trying to grasp on to life but you fall behind,
all crazy things keep on running through your mind.
Feeling suicidal reaching out for hope,
Keep hearing you're a loser and you're learning how to cope.
Walking down a road but don't know where to turn,
crowds of people by a flame and you're the only one to burn.
Screaming out for help and no one hears your call,
trying to stand up, but you just continue to fall.
Slowly urging the pain to just go away,
crying for it to just go but it continues to stay.
Keep on feeling confused and trying to understand why,
you know you're alive but you wish you would die.
Can't seem to understand the things that keep happening to you,
wanting only an explanation for the things you do.
You feel like running away but you can't seem to move,
you keep giving yourself reasons to live
but there's nothing more to prove.
Lacking any self respect you ever had,
wanting so much to understand but blocked by your inner self.
Thinking of death and wishing you would die,
saying hello to the world when you really want to say bye.
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