Dear Dad did you hear my crys last night./
Did you hear the evil thoughts i had to fight./
No you didn't you never do you said you hope i die./
Well i hope i die to then my pain from you will be through./
Hallucinations in my head screamin at me sayin im crap./
Screamin so loud but u don't hear, ur on a permanant nap./
Dear Mom did you hear my crys last night./
Did you see me in the mirror, boy tha visions i had to fight./
No i didn't get genius on my ACT but you wouldn't care./
I'm just that little lazy whore and u say life isn't fair./
Is that why your never there and you constantly pull my hair./
Or is that why you yelled at daddy for showing he cares./
Dear Parents, I know i'm not what u wanted./
Thats why at night i get constantly haunted./
Screamin at myself, damn its my fault i was born./
To you i'm an outkast like children of the corn./
Tonight is my last now i'll no longer not be wanted./
I'll let you have my lil bro and sis and let them be what ya wanted./
Just remember you had a girl that was never true./
She just loved you but you never saw in her truth./