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    Lost Ones

    Lost ones



    I don’t remember much but the pit in my stomach no doubt
    When I had to tell the truth with the words cause there was no way out
    How you can have a child and not even never think nothing of it
    When there isn’t a thing on this earth that you d ever put above it
    Rubbing my belly answering her mom saying almost 5 months
    But the outfit was my favorite in 6th grade and when I was lying - 10th?
    Coming to a head when I was ready to confess to all my stunts
    I think about more then I remember
    But I remember laughing and fighting over who loved who more
    Nah... I don’t want this war
    Naming my daughter in a notebook but I didn’t think much about it
    Cause it’s all I did ever since which at first made me doubt it
    (Never even knew to)

    Chorus play
    (I can’t either now)

    I remember when I told my mom I had my period and she made me pull down my pants to prove it
    I just thought it was wishful thinking of a lie
    Of an eighth grader that wish she was grown... but then the timeline they move it
    Tell me why?
    Its all set up as lies, A curse I grown up hard to break
    Then to be chastised for and never even since been given the time to think
    When I locked myself up - no medication, a dietician and spotting for a month
    Then when I beat up that boy just escorted not dragged
    When is enough, gonna be enough?
    (No mercy?)
    Just spinning in circles
    My mind can’t take the missing pieces of this puzzle
    It’s like when you shake your head cause you know you seeing double
    2 glazed donuts and a 1/4 gallon milk every day
    Visitor day? idk
    Waiting outside lamaz... I thought it was cause the next meeting was AA
    But nah this is all just absurd (cause)
    I wasn’t mandated to go until the partial hospital AFTER I had to go to AFTER every day
    It was after
    And thru all this laughter
    It’s like... I don’t even know what else to say
    Like when I was running away

    Chorus play

    (Let 3rd vs play)

    Nah... it wasn’t like that to it was like that - does he think that?

    “What about your seed... “

    (Over choruse)
    it feels like all I ever do is for ice
    And all I ever did was forgive
    Not over my kids
    Out side the dance - I remember someone brought beer but don’t remember who
    And when I saw the color of her outfit (the picture flashed)
    It hurt so bad that Jesus had to (like 2) who had helped me to shed that single tear
    Cause now that I know it’s been ever since, and since another added to 5...
    Yeah.... that 6 more years


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    I didn’t know yet when I was CLA919 - but like maybe that’s what I was so mad about it

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    Insane? Nah... that’s just “Reasonable Dought”
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    Re: Lost Ones

    La Sirene... I was hyper ventilating for hours

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    Idk nothing about this shit
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    Re: Lost Ones

    Yeah... that’s 5... 5 with 6 more years*
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