No Days Off
I’m a soldier, I think Pac said it the best
I thank our enemies still for handing my vest
And I’m not sure of the rest
Or what’s this all supposed to test
Still getting my ass kicked
Swung all around
Dealing with insanity sane not the problem
It’s the medical now, that damage profound
Saw some shit tonight and it fucked me up
Police lights at the corner store and I smiled
Like what the fuck, is it cause it been a while
It bothered me, cause a felon a lot like me, never free
Outside that bodega just trying to feed a family
I couldn’t feel anything worse
Cause waking up on this side is just another curse
And these bitches don’t even need a reason to assault me
Still trying to figure out how a stranger get on a random strangers body
I can’t fucking stand them forcing me to share it
And if the shoe fit, but it isn’t even mine, so how the fuck I’m forced to wear it
Nah, they used to call me Cherella but once again this story is all you
TIRED OF THEM FUCKING HURTING ME and everyone letting them too
I don’t mind being hurt, or damaged, it’s a prisoner that’s fucking me up
Tired of being punished or treated less then, 1992, now that’s wassup
I just care about anyone that thinks they are to say who is or isn’t worthy
I’m just like I know I ain’t less then grimy or dirty
I learned to turn my back now, I’m still learning how to be mean
And there’s a lot I can’t stand to see especially those who sit there and watch but won’t intervene
I never learned how to play chess, not that I even want to now or ever did
I never had to strategically plan my life because a future isn’t given and that’s just how I lived
I don’t think it was my wrong move when I got shot
I just think these elite type bitches get away with a lot
I stare at my father’s picture, not my dad that raised me, I’ll call him 62
And realized that’s why every card is always dated month and year too
This shit is real
This is shit I really feel
Shit I really be and see
They still don’t let up like theres 2 gods, one that does and doesn’t know me
One that’s always yelling or mad and then the one that just thinks they a God attacking my body
They got a harsh history for the demand to never know our blood
Well I got a demand too, and that’s when I remember I’m hood
Hitler you’re gone, and buffalo hoe bill you are too
Cause the only genetics I see that need to be cut – is the likes of types like you
Everything is so confusing, my fam, my team, my dream is torn all apart
I feel my Gods light and I feel the rib of my heart
So now they torture and force me to share my body again
I rather of been dead from the start
Hustling too hard, the fuck you even talking about
Maybe if you came from where we are, many have tried and too many can’t get out
Hypothetically if it was me, the prices would’ve gone down
Found money free money and word would’ve got around
I was better then jail, everyone knew I couldn’t sell
I was finally good at something and they also knew I wouldn’t tell
Nah I don’t wanna know, I saw the burn in her tongue
And I don’t care either cause I’m aging forever young
Tired of the nightmare, tired of the abuse
Tired of some strangers thinking they can choose
Tired of people pretending they don’t know what I’m talking about
And tired of being their prisoner always casting a doubt
Nah shit is real sacrileges and spiritual too
They think they can just assault my soul and body while no one care what they do
I woke up in a hell beyond my worst nightmare you can ever imagine
Check my hospital dates, I’m tired too, time to expose them fascists
This isn’t funny or a joke to me.
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I really need to know who is the family doing this to me...
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I really need to know who woke me up and got away with doing all this to me.
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I really need to know why or how I don't even have protection and ESPECIALLY how and why I can't even protect myself or my body
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Like some sick bitches joke.
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No I don't think you realize what these past 5 years of disrespect and torture has been like.
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Get the bitch who attached herself to me and tries to pray with me off me even if it takes my own life - its MY body and I REFUSE