Love the way you lie
(Over verse)
Like the way it hurts? They all try to say that but nah it’s sick
Choking on the smoke until it clears - the facade just way too thick
But I love that when you lie, I see right thru
Just like them though I’m sure you will find a way to fix that too
I can’t tell you what it feels like but I’m trying
The only way you not here is because of them lying
High off of love, what you say it be?
With all the potions thrown just what you say you see?
I’ll tell you when I’m myself
Soul survivor sucks but I am no longer that kamikaze stealth
Torture is an understatement especially when I jumped in to stop them after hearing 2 cracks
Bitch been on my body torturing me almost 5 straight years now and nobody got my back
“I guess I thought I knew my own strength”
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(Over verse)
Love the way you lie?
July 4... July, July, July
It can be any ending you want but you will never change my reason why
They know the truth it’s just all a joke to them
As I grow older and older ready to throw back the x10
(Now you in each other’s face spitting venom in your words when you spit them)
Nah I was never talking shit to you - yet you just let them
Swore I woke up to a dream true and you were coming back for me
Impossible it not
So now I’m just fighting for a spot
Cause I ain’t just learn a lot
I learned I’ll never be what I’m not
And every time its lightening under a gentle rain
I get a few moments reprieve from the pain
But I still had to watch you walk away (the window)
That’s why I named our never chance to was her Shadow Payne
(Chorus)
(Over verse)
Ever see Splash and remember when they caught her how the mermaid got so sick?
Don’t tell me you can sit here and watch with your skin just as thick
They don’t care what it does to me
All the time everyone watch like... hmm insanity
Left with the memory face to the wall by knife hearing whispers of vanity
I don’t understand another mom - who left me alone born for 2 days
And I don’t care what someone that doesn’t know you does or what they says or their ways
My parents are my all and they don’t even know he didn’t leave me
He almost always hears me when I’m hit
Except when someone blocking with that sick fucking shit
And he feels me cry - he blows me kisses but I can’t hear him why
And he knows
If anyone ever sleep or disrespect me again...