Purple Rain
(Over the words)
Maybe I called you cause it was half mast
Traced I miss you In the sand but didn’t realize our past
The sky was purple the rain and the lightening silent
I sat there crying softly and didn’t remember how violent
And we didn’t even talk about what just happened either
You calmed me down and just talked like it wasn’t neither
“I only wanted to see you laughing in the purple rain”
Purple rain x4
“Only want to see you bathing in the purple rain
I never wanted to be your weekend lover
I only wanted to be some kind of friend
Baby I could never steal you from another
It’s such a shame our friendship had to end”
Over the words purple rain etc
You told me you were sitting there with your daughter like no one knew
Now I’m wondering if it was you and she’s mine too
And later when I had that vision being in the hospital pregnant
I thought it was cause I wouldn’t take my psyche meds pregnant and be stagnant
Weekend lover? Nah that’s all my life pretty much was
Some type of friend? Well if that’s how all this now does
But Nah i don’t want that either but will take it
“I know I know I know times are changing”
Over the words
My angel I confused with god himself still wondering if I make it
Times are changing and exposing my culture is them trying to kill me too
I made up my mind, and when it’s made up they act like they don’t know or have a clue
I screamed cause hearing your voice and the orgasm almost made me pass out
I thought I was hallucinating so I screamed and threw my ear piece out
Purple rain x6
“I only want to see you, only want to see you
Purple rain”
Over the guitar
And then, again, I thought I was hallucinating too speaking our language
But you were mad and I guess my angel was the one that made me get up and say that too
They all say I loved them all
I tried to but realized I didn’t love any of them
At least not like that
Not more then a friend
And when I woke up I thought it all was finally over
And you were coming back
Not mad at me cause I was sober
And all the times they blocked or lied or even thought they had that right
And seeing it all now, that’s why I fight
When I was walking and every thing so strange and different
I was thrown to the floor and shocked I said that too
That’s when I realized she was the one attached to me and you
Not at the time but when it all became clear
And like here we are just passed another year
I know you now know it too
Just sitting here chilling like so what is he gonna do
I’m scared and getting sicker by the day
The only thing that gives me comfort is you when they’re not still blocking my way
And like (and like is my favorite pause when trying to explain)
I’m not mad I jumped into the game
But no they’re leaving - they had their chance
And it’s been almost 5 years straight again that I’m at half mast
First set of Wuus play
Then over the next set
I call you now when I’m happy too
It just was I thought it impossible that someone like you would consider me too
I thought maybe and then I thought “fuck the world get a baby”
And then I thought he’s coming back still on a maybe
And like now it’s just please believe me I wouldn’t lie to you baby
Don’t sit there and let them still do this to me
Or do this to our family