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    Addicted

    It's been a while... sILLable is back.. I can't recover my old account, but heres some new shit

    Tryin to rid my self of habits must take magic
    I almost had it, but didn't grab it
    I'm An addict for feelin numb, it's tragic cause still I'm dumb
    The deal is done, now I'm wishin I could just feel some
    It ain't my distaste for every one else or my wasted wealth
    Ain't no taking help, it's really just that I hate my self
    The ones I love I shove away, don't wanna be touched today
    I know they'll hate me soon, cause I consumed their trust today
    I took it long ago when they were all asleep, how'd she fall for me
    Nothing in common at all to see, she sees im awfully weak
    My talk is cheap, so I just crawl through streets
    Cutting up straws for the neat lines I'm snortin up
    I keep a portion of raw for me and a portion cut
    I snort the raw portion all with ease, the speed ball completes
    My awful feats keep the straws full please, I pause to breathe
    How's the colossus freed, speed induced colossal strength
    The cost ain't free, you won't see that it's damaging me
    The damage is insanity, loss of all your family
    That just can't stand to see a man stranded at sea
    A total wreck, crash landed debris, demandin his needs
    He can only stand to his feet, with how many grams in a week
    Slammin the tweak, leaves him abandoned and leaked
    Reekin from anhydrous seepin through his skin, he's pleadin do it then
    Chemical burns bleed and bruise the skin, another weekend used and went
    It's easy losin focus, consumed by hopeless proof you chose it
    Who would notice the noose around he used for chokin
    Abused and broken, it chewed him open, soaked in a bluish potion
    Glowin blue it's potent, he knew he's roped in, cloaked in evil
    No more smoking, he just pokes in needles breakin flesh
    It floods his veins then takes his breath, it tastes of death
    He's blessed it makes the greatest sex, but fastest down
    It attaches to attractive clowns, it's gaseous and watches you splash and drown
    I wear a massive crown encrusted with diamonds
    Just for crushin the dust into lines then ridin the rush like it's lightnin

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    Re: Addicted

    Up........

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    Re: Addicted

    I relate to some of it... I have to read it again later. Amazing piece and excellent writing. Easy flow and rhyme scheme to pick up and like crazy ironic (chemical burn just keeps echoing right now cause of my hands). It makes me feel like we gonna figure this out eventually. Oh and the insanity from losing your family too... I guess that’s why they call me a nothing to lose type bitch - I don’t care if I live or die (that can make you ruthless) but my family need to know the truth. before I’d shrug shit off, rumors, what other people think, like think what you want, god knows the truth - but I didn’t know or realize my family was there and now everything’s changed. I just feel I need to clarify. Thanks for writing a piece that was Therapeutic for me too...
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