Fade to Black



I woke up and heard my old friends on my roof again
The one always there when I’m walking dead with no recollection
I bought two kits to send it all back to them
But it didn’t work and I don’t know how to get the protection
Suicide then? It’s just some game to them
How did they earn the rights to sleepwalk me?
How did they get the right to keep me blind as they see?
What does it take for them to leave me alone?
Where am I wrong and they right in all that I shown?
The damage remain unknown

C

Waiting patiently, most nights I pray for death
I have nothing left
Trying to stand back up again looking back
I rather die for conviction rather then some sick sluts attack
Cause she’s scared, she’s scared for herself
And no matter all the truth I speak and seek, it’s only bad for my health
And I’m not trying to make sense of or put together the pieces to their puzzle
I’m just trying to break the rapture of their huddle
I can’t do this, I can’t stand to feel like this or like them anymore
I never was in their circle, they master mind manipulation worse then before

C

Staring at the clock every minute to make sure time hasn’t passed
Asked everyone every question I had and needed to be asked

EVERYONE lied to me, nobody is going to dictate to me what this be
As I shake trying to write about what only god let me see yet won’t protect me
Left me with split seconds then pure hell thru 11 rounds of insanity

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