okay so lets say you had a relationship with a beautiful woman and were both madly in love with each other
early into the relationship you had to fake your death to protect her from being harmed
before faking your death you thwart a rapists attempt to have sex with her after he drugged her
the drugs he used can only be countered by having sex with her
you fuck her to save her life
she has no recollection of it as she was drugged
she gets pregnant
she thinks its the rapists baby
you fake your death without knowing she's pregnant
you secretly watch her from a distance to keep her safe
your best friend notices a change in your attitude
you no longer want to be an assassin because you're in love
he wants that feeling too
unknowingly he befriends your lover and falls for her
he doesn't know she's the one you are in love with
he decides to quit being an assassin too and plans to leave with your soulmate and child forever
you find out about all of this
you then get killed saving his life
your best friend lives happily ever after with your lover and child
would you kill him?