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    Vulgar Dreams

    Vulgar Dreams

    I never went too deep, the unmarked grave was a cover.
    Nixed the structure, because I was finished off by a gunner.
    got a roof over my head, with my brains, splattered on the gutter.
    Below zero, I won’t make it to summer, I was spotted by a hunter.

    My days are numbered, didn’t believe the threat, I was stubborn.
    The vulgar dreams will discolor, all the beauty in life I discovered.
    I was never right to begin with, so it’s impossible to recover.
    I’m always blocked by a buffer, then my heart increases it’s flutter.

    These vulgar dreams seem real life, it’s almost like they’re lucid.
    I forgot the good ones, and always remember the most gruesome.
    Illusive...hopes that the nightmares, wouldn’t become a nuisance.
    In my dreams, it’s a common theme, and the noose is exclusive.

    In this state until I break, I want to sleep so I can avoid the hurt.
    Decisions will destroy me, I got to sort through the choices first.
    Organise that annoying curse, that lurks, voids what works.
    This vulgar dream is a spoiler alert, if the poison gets worse.

    Dreams uncover the worse, or emulate a heavy incident.
    Nightmares try to bring me down but I’m already impotent.
    Sleeping before sunset, I’m holding on to my steady innocents.
    Self induced coma, conned my way out of a deadly predicament.

    Diagnosed with sleep apnea, what day is today? can’t keep track.
    Brought the new year in, bedridden, I was in a deep nap.
    I keep getting sick, maybe I should start cleaning the cpap.
    Before I relapse and the monsters from my dream, sneak back.

    I locked them away once, but I’m the one that seems trapped.
    Feeling like I sleep my life away, as I’m watching it ease past.
    Talk like I’m in a therapist office, and I’m waiting for feedback.
    This was hard to write, wait a minute, did I dream that?

    Why did I go down this path? clearly I regret the misery.
    nightmares are killing me, can’t say the stress is mystery.
    No out of body experience, just a fucking mess that enters me.
    I complain about vulgar dreams, but last time it repressed a memory.

    I want nightmares to last longer.. I’m embarrassed to mention it.
    escaping reality, scared of the imminent, it’s an inherited benefit.
    These dreams are medicine, you can compare them to a stimulant.

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    Re: Vulgar Dreams

    I can really relate to the nightmares and I’m reading wondering if this is your all... almost like the first time I seen your cold ass soul (not to start a new fight) I sleep to avoid the too and I get it... I do relate. Therapist don’t ever feed back I think their only job is to fake cheer lead, at least in my experience... but just spitting out the words help. Amazing read, I love it and can relates so much - hoping we can drop any hostility. I nod.
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