I smelled the ocean air this morning but the beach is 120 miles away
Sunrise, noon, and dusk... for years now, Ive been saying 15 prayers a day...
I go thru these moments where I lose all my strength
Crying on end for the days you were still at my arms length
I don’t how or how many times I had to pick myself up off the floor
Sometimes it feels like I finally stand back up just to get beat down more
Lord protect me by your light when I walk thru the wild
Pls teach me to take heed to all advice, if even from a child
Please send me your blessings so I can stay forever young old
And protect my heart from ever becoming so cold
I need your will to make sense of this favor
Standing all alone against every sick sense that they savor
When I was the first one to stand now I slice my hand
Every bond, every gift just stolen from me
Finally understanding the stares that caused all my misery
You want to leave again, just go
But I never did you wrong a day in my life... just so long as you know