Thoughts n tendencys
Ive Entered Endeavors in the stormiest Weather
Wheter things will get Better i feel broken n Severed
Second Guessin my First Intention leaves me nervous n Stressin
A Person thats Certain but Questions if hes Learnin his Lesson
All Thoughts of Compassion have been Absolved with a Passion, the Results of my Actions r like opening wounds n Throwing Salt on the Gashes
Regretful Decisions have made my Mentals Diminish As i Let Go of Business thats not Essential to Finish
Due to Fears n Anxiety i Swear on the Inside i Wanna Scream Even though i Appear Secure as Far as the Eye can See
Ive experienced in my life multiple periods of strife
It got to tha point of having to be fearless n fight
Trying to do right id set sail for more grief
And as my tale entails id fail horribly
Morally i was drained n mentally depleted
Been there n back again physically beaten
Pieces of my soul had to under go repair
As i grabbed hold n didnt let go of despair
Tore through the abyss n inched towards sanity
I found myself adrift pulled back down by gravity
Gradually making more hurtful decisions
Destined to fail well thats my personal opinion
Faces around me constantly scheming n plotting
As i take a look at my surroundings n see that im drowning
Doubting my own visions as they become distorted n twisted
Constantly negative than uplifted to over ambitious
Viscious cycle that id like to break if i had the chance
No longer wanting to waste the potential that i have
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