@Toobs @Spartacus @Child-raising badass @Professor Frost @The Great Father
You’re All I Need
Hook
You deserve a queen as mean and as clean as heaven itself when it come to intervene
See back at 15, I was already on the scene for my will to raise green
My Dad ain’t left, I kicked his ass out the best way I knew how…
We went from riches to rags and the only thing I knew well, besides sell, well, I’m doing it now
The power a child holds in the eyes of a mother, well let’s just say I seen that in you as my lover
Not my knight, not my king, you were right… a God!
And even when I tell mine how sorry I am I fucked up the blessing - all he could even do is nod.
Let’s consult jigga on how a white girl become a chigger – I was tossed into Chaolin’s land
It was a black boy to always first and forever take my hand…
As he demanded that I commanded my own destiny – not to let one pick me.
HOOK
Mary’s Part (cause I really just might)
A true G… He taught me a little backwards though… to be top I had to be bottom (as in bitch)
And to hold great contempt for in our ways for a snitch,
In fact he even showed me that ditch and how real this game be,
So in everything he did he was the only one that ever sheltered me….
In hotel rooms, men’s barracks, and tombs
And to heal my wounds, he’d just walk away…
So to understand their way is the only thing I’ve ever known in every single way.
I swore upon an oath I would always belong to him, but love gets lost and then it starts up again
Again and again, only this was the first time I fell in love first with a friend,
And not just fall cause of passion.
HOOK
And yes, what threw me off was your skin, and yes in men, black is all I ever respected
Cause look how my own race do me!!! Yesterday my best evidence of how I’m rejected.
It’s all good, cause for those type I never interjected and never will again
I don’t even know my own blood type nor why I’ve always been so proud to be raised white
Probably cause I was the last of the hustler’s to ever really do shit right (no time but 14 and 5 hours)
I want more though, everyone know how that ending go – and I saw it in you
And now because I got scared and said all that crazy fucked up shit we’re through?
Well I confess to every faggot up on this site, yeah, they were right
But the ONLY one’s respect back I need is from my knight,
Who no matter how hard it is to choke down his white,
How I feel about that is to discriminate, and that just ain’t right.
For you and ONLY your respect back, I will fight.
Fuck the rest of them for really real though, I’m sorry is all I can hear whispered as I pack my backpack knowing it’s time to go… I’m so sick of i95 but fuck it I'm gone! Just don't say I was wrong.