Daybreak comes forth as im bathed in morning light
Sun rays rain down like it says theres more to life
than staying awake when you cant afford the night
cause the cocaine migraines give distorted sight
Twisted views and lack of dopamine will bring the morbid type
Of misconstrued energy that dissolves to horrid fights
With your friends and your family alone and forced to write
About issues with mentality of disproportioned height
This of course is my list of things im holdin tight
in my brain to stay away cause playin safe's important like
The people you keep close 'cause their support in strife
is worth the world in gold cause it seems in short supply
you were, are and will always be my oldest homie
yet runnin from sobriety seems to be priority
thought-about sayin sayonara but didnt do it solely
for the fact that if i did, itd just be you with liquor pouring
Seems your only mad, rarely do i see 4d
Always making promises so much they seem phony
To be honest its alot to grip another sad story
worried that youll overdose go comatose before we
go anywhere with music cause of the powder youve been snorting
Remember back in school when we'd kick it playin tony
hawks underground laughin loud and crackin jokes we
Were never too concerned about these things that left you ghostly
seemin so transparent arrogant like, "you dont know me!"
Think about the people you affect when not controlling
your own self image and speak derogatory
Curses to the person feel deserves it without warning
i guess all things pass when innocence is lost
actin criminal, and literally bitter bout the cost
of your own actions, satisfacton ant an option
when you take the low road, explode, noone can stop it
Went from determination to lack of appreciation
To standin face to face with me in need of mediation
Takin all my statements as a type of instigation
i cant sugar coat advice, if i could i would replace it
remember recordin tracks on windows movie maker
All in one take while in your moms basement?
Before we had audacity let alone cubase when
we didnt have jobs or any obligations
it was all about the music, now im concerned that you will lose it
you used to be intuitive but now you seem confused at
The simplest little issue this aint a diss you should stop boozin
and bring it back to our childhood without the bad influences