INTRO
(spoke)
Hey, I guess every one has good days, bad days, depressing days and so on and on, but mine are just more frequent bad and depressing mostly, Fuck it, if I don't pull myself up, who will? Uh?
(/spoke)
VERSE 1
Do you think your ever too old to miss?
Cuz there aint anyone I miss as much as I miss you right now
am sittin in sorrow to this guilt that I swollow
with you gone my heart is nuthin but hollow
I'm so lost I can't think to speak - this shit
I keep it locked up deep inside
instead I express the hate that seeps inside
at the mo' there aint no-one that I wanna see but you
no-one that will love me like you did
am standin hear looking at the sky
hoping I can see your face again
but just one look will help me survive this treacherous place
This aint a rap dowg more written as a letter
cuz if I really felt up to it i'd rap
now I gotta snap outta this shit
quick before the beat drops
fuck it I gotta get this heat off
before I pop this bitch 'n' the beat stops
CHORUS
I'm all a-lone, I need to get back up
need to get back up
I hate being this way, but when you get a bitch
who just can't leave you be you just gotta fuck em off, fuck em off
I'm all a-lone, I need to get back up, raise to the top
pull me up I need to get back, need to get back up
VERSE 2
You was like the soul inside'a me
so when you left it fell right outta me
like some bitch just slashed my artery
but you'll never be forgotten – no matter how often I slip to the bottom!
Let these words be your guide to express how torn up I was when you died
you taught me pride, joy, hope now am here to make you proud
you taught me to fly, you taught me to confide, taught me to stand high
you taught me to bide never once was your love denied
the only reason am standing here today is because of you
you was the only one to show me the way and now your gone
my life feels like I no-longer belong
but I stay for the long run cuz you taught me to be strong
I gotta fight off this mess, stand up 'n' smash the stress
so the stress don't smash me down
am standing up again so high for your the one who raised me
fuck my mother, fuck my father, fuck the whole family
am here because of you, your spirit still lifts me up
its the only reason why I’ve stood back up so many times
you lift me up more times than words I’ve written
*CHORUS*
VERSE 3
(sing)
Because of you am versatile, its the only way I can stand back up
otherwise i'd be left be-hide in a pool of blood and knife in my chest
your tenderness, your kindness, your love, your effect-ion
has gotten me so far, its all worth while its the only reason im a star
your all I need, with the memories, that are berried within me
(/sing)
am past school now amma grown man, no longer am I outdone
am switchin back to rap cuz what is done is done
but I found somethin am better than you at now my rap has begun
you think you sadistic fools can take me for gran-t-ed or my kindness
ah – na I don't think so hence why I left you behind us
am getting up gonna be strong with my gran behind me
there aint nuthin you fuckers can do to blind me or knock me down G
so c'mon try it knock me and am swingin at ya
and there aint nothin you can do to stop, dodge or block me
am killin you before you drop me, you shouldn't be so cock-yyy
this aint a rap its more of a binary digit of what I can be
cuz am simp-lyy what I wanna be without no strings attached to me
if you was a PC and I was the mother board I would make it so you can't stand me
i'll blow like a loaded gun cuz I wont work for you or your homie
wow c'mon FD wordplay and a pun G when did you get so good?
with smilies and metaphors attached to the pain inside of me
why shouldn't I be
(Fastiest rap speed to next snare)
I just gotta get use to using them next before I lose on using them in use of their proper context
like a popper that aint gon stopper for the clock sold for copper nocker lopper dropper dopper
opper-da-li-op da opper what the fuck am I sayin FD shut it before I stop ya
(sing)
have I done enough, have I grown enough, have I learnt enough
am I too old to miss you, or too old to kiss you?
If you was here today, I know you'd be proud that I stood back up
that I stood back up
am all outta hope, but you giv me sum more
ya gave me sum more
(/sing)
CHORUS X2
OUTRO
(Spoke)
Aiyyo, if you've ever lost someone you love, you know how hard it is. But there is hope, take my hand, you'll get through. You'll get through cuz you have to, so get back UP AND FIGHT! Fight for the hope, fight for the love, fight for the memories that're stored up. FIGHT! (Spoke)
