I always used to care what people think..
Didn’t dare to do a thing..
Had a staring problem cause I’m scared to blink-
But every drug I did had gave me super strength..
The kids around me all would fuckin shrink-
My super soaker turned into a piece..
My kitchen knife would be a shank..
My dick stopped shootin blanks..
My birth would turn to purpose from mistake,
My back would be the first one to react..
My shoulders would detach-
Until my neck was stretched like I was a giraffe!
Id get so high I’d fly
There was a shift between my eyes
Suddenly,,
every single slut and bitch became my type.
My hat went left to right..
My eyes were red like dye..
My drug addiction started bitchin-
Beggin me to die
I took a couple pills-
Like 29, then added 4 or 5
Until my eyes had rolled into my fuckin mind
People always try’d to tell me take my time..
So yo I bought a watch
Just to stop you all from cryin
See,
I never knew I’d grow to be a man,
I thought I’d be my dad..
Im contemplatin like an evil plan
Except I got the thought up in my cran-
Nium just wouldn’t fit inside the stanz
Yo im tweakin,
Now I gotta snap..
I get so smashed
Im layin flat
You try to snatch my hand
And go n put it in the fuckin air,
It hits the ground…..
Before its even fuckin grabbed
I'm layin there
Like I even there,
Half my bodys on the stairs.

Yo i'ts getting hard to drink a beer..
Ill take a bunch of vics, snort a line
Overdose, die-
Come back to life do it twice
In the same night
I don’t even know who what or why
What the fuck right ?
Im sick of growin up...
Wish I could cut off my legs at the knee caps
N throw em out’
Im headin north
But everything is goin south-
I’ll throw my hands up in the air to
stick a cloud &
fuckin punch god right in the mouth!