I kinda just wrote this and didn't care too much about sylable count, flow, line structure, vocab this was something i just wrote down as i went. It's called wishin'
Too many times in my life, I stop and say to myself - "I wish"
takes me back to when life was good, where went my confidence?
"I wish i had a better life, more money" thats all I hear,
Like my life is a ghost, i wish to the people in my life i didn't disappear
Wish i did this, did that, can't seem to shake off the past,
But basically i wish that this nagging feeling wouldn't last,
I walk down the road put my hood that covers my face,
I wish i wasn't judged by all, i'm not a disgrace,
Get so stuck wishing, I arrive at the places outrageously late,
Feelin so down, like the Euro-U.S. dollar exchange rate,
Walk down the road, see former friends, would say hi but they say im soldout
Wish my ex didn't leave me,i was early but the candles were already burnt out
2nd guessing is my thought, wishing is my struggle,
like an dyslexic Quarterback, i always forget the play out of the huddle
I wish my sentimental values didn't affect my family,
I wish i didn't live in a distant world, like an online fantasy,
I wish my ex-girlfriend saw more trust in me,
I wish she thought i didn't do things half-heartidly,
Wishing my life was better than it was would make things great,
My bday i was early, but my guests were fed up and began cuttin the cake
Wish i could've shown more appreciate at my cousins graduation,
valedictorian he was, i sat down when the crowd gave him a standing ovation
But i didn't care i was too busy thinkin my life was in jeopardy
As i sit back and reflect, im done wishin, this was all a distant memory
http://rapbattles.com/forum/showthre...081/index.html
http://rapbattles.com/forum/showthre...844/index.html
http://rapbattles.com/forum/showthre...718/index.html