you cant accept me or anyone
for who they are or want to be
but i see that its time to stop lying
and let you see the real me
for me every day is acting
for i cant show my true feelings
the sadness i feel when i see a dead man on tv
or the anger i feel when i see a 11 year old boy doing dangerous dealings
the distress i feel daily
for what it seems no reason at all
the confusion that consumes me
when i ponder if will we all have to fall
but you dont care what i feel
because i am nothing to you
im just another errend to carry out
another child from another man you knew
you label all your children
and expect us to follow your guidelines
but im done watching
and seeing my life pass from the sidelines
you cant accept
anything that i am
well im going to tell you now
because your pressure has unlocked my dam
that i kept inside of me
all these long years
no more will i bottle my tru feelings inside
just so at night i can cry silent tears
but i cant find a way to let u know
because i cant just write this down and click 'send'
and come to think of it, i cant see
if these words even mean anything to you in the end