I lost love - No paid fucks to the cost of claimed trust
Fought clutches of graves dug, Caught rushes to taste lust
Hit bottoms & stayed stuck, sipped bottles--Embraced drugs
Been jobless & prayed some......Then godless and gave up
Auctioning hate but, you can't possibly take much
These cards that I play suck when fallin' to Ace trumps
An artist with pains brush, that inaudibly paints blood
From his arteries,veins - Cut, Then methodically taped shut
From conflict I've made lunch,I swallowed & sprayed chunks
Of logic since day one................ Forgotten in laid dust
Obvious wastes of...................... ever mustering efforts
Under the weather??? - I'm the Sun in the desert!!
Gun in the dresser, screamin' "Fuck it whatever
Rush & jump from the ledges & clutch for the edges!!"
When wondering whether you'll ever come to get better,
Suffering pressures got me "cummin" to pleasure,
Since my headaches make me wanna fuckin' beheading!!
Nothing's forever, and Love's the dumbest endeavor
Enough of the lectures..... I can't fuckin' forget her
With her jugular severed under the cellar door,
Where I humbly kept her to suffer forever more
"Get divorced ?!", I said before a grin & a step towards
To give her a kiss & the seperation she's egging for
Whispered "For better or...." Slit her neck & just let it pour
As our lips met in the thick red mess of her spreading gore
Obssession has set its course, by the cuts of your flesh
So trust what I've said & swore...I'd Love You To Death