Im living my life trying to find something
I wish my life had a rewind button
So many reasons why
Aiming to climb but rise to nothing
In my mind I thought I was invincible
But look at me now I’m living so miserable
I feel like I’m a worthless no good criminal
Just another pot head in the world, It’s pitiful
I’ll just drop dead, coughed and bled
Got a smoky cloud lofted above my head
I’ve often felt like shit and turned to that
I wish I could rewind the world and turn back
When my lungs weren’t black
It hurts and I sit here swirled in facts
That I wish weren’t existing
I’m reminiscing over my life, wishing
Thinking, sinking into the sofa
Dazing off, staring at a poster
I was so close to the dreams I had
Fucked up so bad, now I’m here so sad
The past flashes, my past actions
The past blasted my future
And that’s something I’m too sure
Im living my life trying to find something
I wish my life had a rewind button
So many reasons why
Aiming to climb but rise to nothing
Life is too short to regret some stuff
But so many opportunities are left in the dust
Fucked up my basketball career
That I tried to capture, chased after for years
But decided to replace that with laughter
From smoking and toking, hoping
That my life wouldn’t get broken
But I too soon spoken
I’m trying to find words to say
Should I return and stay
Burn another day
Turn around and confirm to play
I should have thought about the reactions
I chose a hobby over my passions
I feel like so many bad things happen
That’s why I started rappin
So I could release my thoughts
So deep, so much grief
I breathe and believe it will stop
I will compete till I drop
Think about this shit
Whenever I speak or walk
Im living my life trying to find something
I wish my life had a rewind button
So many reasons why
Aiming to climb but rise to nothing