Open my eyes wipe away the crust
Blocking my view from my room full of dust
Why clean it when it's just nasty as a dump seems
I step up but wanna lay back and check into dreams
But if I do I might never get back up and go again
Then I'd let down family and friends
But really I dont care anymore they dont know
Dont know at all this struggle they say just go
How ? How just go when you cant fight off yourself
When you have shit 10 dollars is your greatest inch of wealth
Life is scary cause you dont wanna lose the girl you'd die for
An you get fucking worthless feelings cause you want more
Money to provide for her then how do you just go how
Thats apart of the keeping on to make me say now
Is the time to get up and move
You cant forfeit in to far if you lose
It's all you lost and the cost
Is more then just a job , car , or a house dice tossed
Nah not really this aint luck it's keep going or just give in
I gotta go for God cause it's not time to go home until then
I'll get outta bed and wipe my eyes
Possibily face something to create tears that have me cry
Cause everyday is another fight
Everyday leads to another long night
Everyday leads to more pain
Everyday leads to something I can lose and something I can gain
Oppurtunities to jump on
But nothing will happen if you dont try so move along
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