My eyes barely open and this needle's stealing my veins,
sights are hazy and thoughts are whirling around me
My neck tightens up and I turn to my wife and see,
bruises and deep gashes, surrounded by her brown mane.
Extension of my arm just to feel the beauty leaking off of her,
just let me have one touch, I'd be honored to feel that skin
like a pallet of silk running beneath my injured finger tips.
Her eyes open but all I see is fear, her fingers digging at her shirt.
Mouth wide open but I can't hear a damn thing, what's happening?
I stutter around words not sure if I'm saying the right words..
"Baby..." tears forming in my eyes and now faced with another curse.
this silence between us is unbearable and in fact, deafening
Intellectual beings shouldn't be damned by this digression,
memories that will fade away with time, because of 1 drunk driver.
We believed in fate and from day 1 we said we were "Lifers"
This mental and physical seperation will just cause grave depression.
The love of my life can't see the way she makes me smile..
and I can't hear her whisper to me late at night "Baby I'm horny"
loving her until I die, not listening to the people that warned me
Even if we didn't make it we still put the effort in, every mile.
The flashbacks stop and I'm back in the hospital room,
looking out to where she laid, her stomach moving up and down
beautiful in every aspect, the tears I've cried cause me to drown,
out my sorrow, and face facts that we're both physically doomed.
She turned to me in her peaceful slumber, her tear stained cheeks
I miss that smile that used to shine even in the darkest of times
I'll wait for her forever, because without her I'm destined to die.
Whether it be minutes, hours, days, fuck I'd wait over 100 weeks.
Something shakes me and I jolt up from my bed, confused.
I looked around and some how manage to hear the rain on the roof
I turn to see her smiling at me, "Baby can you see me"? It's true..
Nightmares always get the best of me but I never let them ensue.
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