Temptation, it's calling, do I fight it off,
or fall in. Do I risk it all? All of it, my health.....my life?
I don't know.
I'm giving into sin
Soon I may slip again
I've fought for so long
But these voices in my head
They wont let me forget
I'm filled with such torment
I'm pleading with a god
That I don't even believe in
There's so much on my mind
And it's killing me inside
I really do believe
That I'm going to fall tonight
I remember the struggle
That I dealt with in the past
And when I finally killed it off
I thought that I could last
But it seems I'm not so strong
It seems the die is cast
They're calling out to me
I'm losing so much sleep
The pain it just wont go
And it's making me so weak
I thought I'd be all right
I thought I'd be just fine
But there's so much going on
It's fucking with my mind
Slipped and overdosed
Almost comatose
I just don't know
Well fuck I guess I slipped
I thought I had a grip
The voices where to much
But do I really give a shit
I mean the feeling, it's so good
And it brings to me such peace
It seems the only way
for my demons to be ceased
But this can not be right
Is what I'm feeling real?
Am I truly feeling bliss?
or just lies from the pills
I reach for the bottle, again I pop the top
I hope you will forgive me, bottoms up.
Slipped and overdosed
Almost comatose
I just don't know
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