Hey long time and no posting on this forum, so I just felt like posting something new I just wrote. All of this is true, included all the shots too. Been a while since I wrote but just felt like writing something new, hope yall like it.
Beat goes to
Verse 1
Ya see I went to a private school, with all my people
In the city god, school books beneath-a-steaple
But I kept my skeletons hidden, inside-mah-locker
Show it to the dean, be sure that its a shocker
Like a collar we leashed wishin, I was deceased
Livin inner city but learnin in a place that sold peace
All was at cost though, we lost though
Colosall, stacks of money in the office
So where did it all go? My guess, it was the
Greed the money and all the weed, I dealed in
Bathroom buildings everyday, of the week
How could I do that deed when I just said bye
My mind is searching for trouble in a school state of mind
Verse 2
Thinkin bout all the crimes the kingpin I wanna be
Copyin test answers, passin was a philosophy
It bothered me though, I kept missin like a free throw
Students just kept snitching abandonin our own people
So i just kept down cops looked and then frowned
Growin up latino but in a school where I was drowned
In some-white-mess, I'd like to confess, I felt kinda different
Something strange about me, I needed some assistance
So I met up with blocks with straight in a parkin lot
Theres where I was shot, three shots in different spots
Laid for dead, this was written and this was said
Woke up a week later cause a coma to the head
Ignoring all the pain and just sold all the meds
Getting the c.r.e.a.m., it was as it seems
This cat was my bro since I was fourteen
My friend blocks had left me so I just cried
I think of misery...in my lifes state of mind