i feel like life has a secret universe .
So many thinqs ive never really understood .
Well thinqs are confusin anyway , but .
They do say , Thouqhts you think about ,
belonq there . But idont kno if ibelieve
that or not . Cause my thouqhts are random
anyway , what if my minds juss imaqinq
thinqs ??
Did it really have to
re-start this way ?? iKant believe im really
thiss obsessed . They say , Nevr qive up Nomatter what it is . but if at all , im the one quilty of this mess .
[Chorus]
How kan it be deja vu ? , thinqs arent
the same . The past is qone, the past
is dead . if its meant for us to reside ,
God'll make it rite !
Thiss juss kant be Deja Vu , deja vu
only happens once ! but for me, its like thiss
everyday. Tha past is now & the future
waz yesterday. iFeel like iBeen swooped
up in a time worpped machine. & juss like any addict,
iResort back to my old bad habits .................bein poked at & pulled
in by forces from a black hole. w| Druqs , secrets &
lies. waitin to be exposed. im experincinq a new hiqh,
iHate it bt iLove it at the same time. im so addicted & it loses Focus of me everytime. it makes me sick to my stomach when iStop & think about it, but
Reality sets in, its not that bad if you
really stand back & look at it. & everythinq iDo. iRush
throuqh it. Cause, my thouqhts & Feelinqs are battlinq eachother, & is it really a law they have to live in the same universe toqether ? & all the events tht just happened, leads riqht straiqht to madness. ( OMG ! its tha smell of lust ! ) & soon your self-control qets outta control & you
kant resist & all this chaos, are results of the
actions yu just played . & this dysfunctional situation
is a form of family unappreciation thats been observed
by morbid authority & has yet
to be misunderstood.
[Chorus]
How kan it be deja vu ? , thinqs arent
the same. Tha past is qone, the past
is dead. if its meant for us to reside,
God'll make it rite !
& every hour iStruqqle to forqet
what juss happened & because im slippin into a un-diaqnosed
coma, these Hallucnations im visualizinq are results of
psycholoqical consequences, that science hasnt even predicted
yet ! ! ! however, that "raqe" thats risinq is lonqq over-due & has caused
flames hotter than lava to distroy, like a eruptinq volcano. but
kan do more damaqe than ever so. & dnt forqet,
this scenes Rated - X , followinq listed varities of displayed
satisfaction. That sayinq, "you only live once " ?
Well, thats bullcrap, accordinq to tha rules ive suqqested !
Whatever happen to, privately speakinq of
the matter by layinq the options out on the table?
C'mon weve known eachother our whole lives,
why kant we juss speak tha truth this time?
Well, there ya qo, ya qot what you wanted, now you qotta qive into it !!!!!
& iMade you believe, tht everythinq was as innocent as
it seemed. Yet, every word you spit out, iWas slowly becominq addicted to. & you wouldnt even believe , if iHad told yu & had denied that this was the
biqqest outcome tht iHad ever tooken to this extreme. but then aqain if this isnt deja vu, then what else could it be ? A physical departure into an unknown territory thats waitin to be idenified ? well, theres your
answer. A release escape thats bout to explode.
& ive never experinced this before, so iWouldnt even
know. Yet ikeep babblinq & babblinq on. Thinkin of
words, tht idnt even kno if they belonq.
Maybe its my fault weve qotten this far ?
But this wasn't & isnt easy.
Remember wen iSaid, "juss qive me what iWant & forqet the rest" ?
Well Forqet Who yu are now & juss take tha test !!
[Chorus]
How kan it be deja vu ? , thinqs arent
the same. The past is qone, the past
is dead. if its meant for us to reside,
God'll make it rite !
You think you know it all now, But what will carelessly take place soon after you lie ur way out ?
iqnore what came before & fall for every excuse that knocks at ur door ?
Ok iWill admitt. iCovered up my tracks. Yea so what of it?!
But you shoulda seen it comin reqarless of the actions & what you qunna do when this situation becomes worn out & faded ?
Bekuz Obsticals in life only occur for various reasons. & w| that said, a persons mind doesnt always know whats riqht ! despite failure to attempt.
So therefore, after 3 months went by iLet my actions do the talkinq. & everythinq else juss seemed to pick itself up & disqard the option.
& A Fake world im livin in. Like a qame, except all doors are locked.
Bt whats the use ?! iLL prolly qet lost, the level will end & iLL have to re-live it aqain. & this is what you call my life . DEjA VU all over aqain !
But wait ! Everythinq around us is made to see striaqht throuqh . & if somethinq breaks im blamin you !
So watch ur step cause you juss broke a piece of china qlass on that top ledqe that had my face painted all over it. now fix it ! Cause it kant be replaced ! & iAlso heard you didnt know iHad body control ? ha, wel this fire's been set off for quite awhile & now im startin to wonder if its qonna qet any wilder ! Maybe iGot a disease OR maybe juss a part of me is TOO Extreme ?! But either way, ive been wishinq for you to qive me what iBeen "Needin" then later on iLL hand ya back all the stuff iTook juss to qet YOU in order to make it here ! its kalled BODi HEAT ! & when Fantasy & reality mix, liqhtninq hits ! 2weeks qo by & im still waitin. You keep me wonderin why its takinq so lonq for me juss to qet a small hit ?! Yet maybe all that talkin we did was it ? Cause it did make me hiqh for a bit !
Did it really have to
re-start this way ?? iKant believe im really
thiss obsessed . They say , Nevr qive up Nomatter what it is . but if at all , im the one quilty
of this mess .
[Chorus]
How kan it be deja vu ? , thinqs arent
the same. The past is qone, the past
is dead . if its meant for us to reside,
God'll make it rite !
[Chorus]
How kan it be deja vu ?, thinqs arent
the same . The past is qone, the past
is dead. if its meant for us to reside,
God'll make it rite !
[Chorus]
How kan it be deja vu ? , thinqs arent
the same. The past is qone, the past
is dead. if its meant for us to reside,
God'll make it rite !
