I know, I just don't want to backtrack and face the same opponents on the way BACK up, I hate stagnation and lost every match already because of some lazy shit i did except Cry, that was just a major breakdown - i just wait until my eccentric ass fucks up some general rule thing and then put on the topical/poetry letterman jacket for awhile.. until i realize all those writers just like to fondle each other in lounge threads.. then i'm back smashing heads, blaow