Im 17 and my mother is somebody I never remember seein
But its too late I'll never see her I hope she's restin in peace
No matter how many years pass
She'll never mean any less to me
Im sure she's up above
With the Lord she's probably blessin me
This emptiness is stressin me
I've let her death get the best of me
Sometimes I just wanna say "Fuck It"
And live my life regretfully
The devil's ways keeps temptin me
So I know that God is testin me
The pressure keeps pressin me
My dreams seem to threatin me
Theres this one i have repetitively
I know that it will never leave
Until I get what they are tellin me
I honestly believe in ESP
So maybe what im sensing
Is someone's attempt to message me
Im not askin for no sympathy
So I know you cant have empathy
So with da little bit I understand
Im gonna better what is left of me