I had a dream about cutting wires
Or maybe a nightmare
About cutting wires..
or maybe not cutting wires
Everything's wireless nowadays..
haha
ha
That's really not that funny
I can't crack a smile
I'm getting more temporary by the second
with this pain..
..Which is why I'm confused about not cutting/cutting wires..
I could've been a salesman
I could've came here
and sold sunshine in a bottle
and I could've been a millionaire
But I guess money can't
buy you the incubation room
across the hall
Excuse me, madam, can I borrow some life?
I'm slowly slipping,
there's an abundance of life in this room
trust me, not everyone will need it
half of these monkey's will
have tasted PCP in ten years
or have alcohol in the veins
But
look at me
I'm a tree
I'm a leaf
I'm a slowly growing fruit
I've got a trunk that cares for me
And the cherry-picking reaper
Is coming for the ripest apple
Oh God
I could go for some music
Any music, even elevator music
But only if that elevator is
Heading up
and it's so cold without hope
Punxatowney Phil is never coming home
to his molehill in my soul
And seeing his shadow.. impossible
This isn't a molehill, it's a mountain mom
It's more than spilled milk
That's blood on the floor
And you need sun to see shadows
All I can see is with my mind
I'm on a highway headed to the horizon
And I'm not quite sure what's behind it
There's no traffic
My heads out the window
Playing frisbee with myself
There's no exits
I can't turn around
Just stare at a dark horizon
There's thunder clouds over there
And I'm terrified, it's raining over here
I'm drowsy
Or is it something else
I'm growing tired
A whole different level of tired
Tired of everything
I'm kind of all right.. back on the highway
Rainbows here now
Still thunder there
The car melted away while I was
back at my heart's hotel
And I'm just reclined in the car seat
Flying toward my *SLAM*
Here I am, nothing but black
Then white
Then black
Fluctuating colors, I'm in my own soul
I'm fading away
It doesn't matter anymore
This is the ultimate high
I wonder who God's dealer is?
Suddenly, everything happens again
Then
I'm gone.