Shrink: Its 10:00 Am, Why Dont We Start From The Begining?
Just So You Know, This Isn't A Cypher, But My Simple Confession..
Of My Complex Depression, Starting The Next Step Of Progression..
Lately I've Been Thinking, What's The Purpose Of My Very Meaning?..
All Of The Beatings? Did It Start The Obsession For Others Bleeding?..
The Thirst Of The Copper Smell? This Is The Start Of The "Choppers Spell"..
Now, I Don't Look For My Victims, They Just Seem To Stumble Into View..
My Mind Mumbles 'N Reviews The Fact That I Need 'Em To Tumble 'N Spew..
So This Is How it Starts, I Always End Up In A Park Just Before Pitch Dark..
I Don't Understand How It Sparks, But Maybe Its Something Inside Their Hearts..
NO! It Has Been Very Vivid Every Night Since I Was A Kid Getting Into Fights..
What I Do, Fills Me With Sheer Delight, Like A Teenager With Beer Insight..
I Start A Conversation To Ease My Pain, To What I Gain? Only Her Name..
Allison Burgens, And With That, She Just Started Her Lifes Final Game..
I Feel This Anger Begin To Build, But My Innocence Is Its Impenetrable Shield..
That Pries 'N Preys Into Her Past, Feeding Off Allison's Grief To The Very Last..
As We Sit For Hours, We Talk About Thing Like Her Scars Of Wrist Slits To Flowers..
She's Just Like Me, All Memories Of Death And Anguish Aching To Be Set Free..
Strangers Who Met Not More Than Hours Ago, Have A Bond That'll Never Let Go..
Asked About The Cancer Infected Mother, Nothing, Then Her Convicted Rapist Brother..
She Starts To Clam Up Because I've Went For The Pearl To Fast 'N Her Jaws Slammed Shut..
Anger Begins To Bubble, She Notices The Trouble 'N Retreat And I Threw Her Back To The Seat..
I Dont Want To Cut Her Meat, But She Just Inflamed My Already Schorching Heat..
She Sat Still In Fear Of Being Seared As She Shed Millions Of HOnorable Tears..
I Smelt That Orgasmic Salty Air 'N I Think That's What Triggered The Thought..
When I Was A Boy, The Absent Father Was The Initial Reason For My Soul To Pop..
That's Why It Was Easy To Stab, Slice, Fillet The Skin 'N Limbs Off My Dad..
Shrink: Sorry Werd, Thats All The Time We Have. So Until Next Time?
Me: One Last Thing Doc..
Shrink: Okay..
Me: You Caught A Glimpse Of My Mind, But In Due Time, WILL You Find..
The Reason Behind Why I Grind Their Bones Into My Wine?..
This Is My Last Line Of Gratitude, As I Travel The Earths Latitude..
I Dont Want You To Be Mad At Me, But Try To Understand My Attitude..
Ill Post My Links When i Get Back From Iraq In Two Days....sorry, just didnt wanna lose this, i wrote it on some paper, and well, traveling across the globe might make it get lost...iuno..