In these long days and nights, i'm lose'in my mind
My world's sun and moon are just refuse'in to shine//
Or maybe its my fault that i can't see the light
If suicide thoughts return i hope god's with me to fight//
Alone without problems is better than freedom's strife
Listen, all i've done is wrong so why not "read my rights"?//
Take a look around and see nothing beside me's good
I should join the army cuz i don't care for my livelihood//
My fields aren't grass somethings' put painful turf in
But i don't say fuck the world, i'm not a hateful person//
The real me is peaceful but depression hides him nicely
I'm so confused cuz the mouth i feed tries to bite me//
My mind's stuck in traffic and time's not making it clearer
Now this self hatred has me screw-facing the mirror//
I can't see the top of this foggy up-hill crawl
and even though i'm not standing i feel i can still fall-
-to the point of no return, and if that is stress'in me
Then the companions i don't have will be of necessity//
I reminiscence and see a kid digging the deepest hole
Today he's so low in the ground he can't reach his soul//
Believe me, crying is by no means a lack of fortitude
I just wanna go back and create things to look forward to//
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