i don't usually like posting this type of thing up but ill just do it
Still you,
because only you can
yes...miss, only you.
Charm is difficult
especially when facing you
because you can,
make me miss the letter M.
And adore my own rambling
because it somehow has the ability
of letting you manifest a sense of
comfort in my dorkiest of facts.
Listen,
I'm sorry to be so glaring
BUT YOU ARE GORGEOUS
NOTHING AND NO ONE CAN CHANGE THAT.
I stand by that like I do my own skeleton,
I will fight for that fact,
I will write for that fact,
and I am preciously reminded of that fact
every time I pick up a comic book
or listen to my favorite song
or think of a metaphor
or light up a cigarette
even when I stare at the sun
and close my eyes quickly to see its outlines float away.
Ah, and this isn't some sort of quasi-stalker love poem
Naw, I'm odd enough as it is.
This is more like what I wish I could provide
more like gratitude and cheesecake
like if I could simplify two weeks of healing
and hiding,
and wondering,
and just figure out how many BBQ sunflower seeds
it would take to spell out the words "Your happiness ____"
and let you fill in the gap.
You might have tossed me out of your mind weeks ago
and that's fine, who could blame ya?
I'm not much to look at
and probably more annoying than charismatic.
But if you haven't, you should know
you're pretty much irreplaceable
and a hug from you makes my day.
I know that you've made everyone proud,
and one day you're going to know that too
one day you're going to find your soul mate
one day you're going to buy a real Warhol moo cow
one day you're going to be in an indepent film by Michel Gondry
one day you're going to drive down your favorite street
playing Feelin' it in a Beetle
one day,
you're going to let go of whatever troubles you have
and I'll watch, with more inspiration than ever
as you fill in
whatever your happiness may be