Been thinking of murder, but with a feeble mind im a slow learner
trying to stay away from the thoughts so i dont go further.
everything isnt what grabs me, the thoughts of skitzo that grabs me
they constantly bash me. in my mind the people keep laughing
so i take my time out to talk to myself, so i walked to get help
lil did i know when car horns blow its the skitzo cards being dealt.
look stay away come again another day, he just begins to say
im all you got you cant see the way. without me u wont be ok.
fuck what skitzo say i can live on my own. & now i wanna go home
sucks to be all alone inside a institute with people that are all gone.
gotta kick that habit with these pills, steadily diagnosed by dr phil
skitzo right by my side saying - this guys a cut throat goahead & kill.
already knowin its the wrong thing to think, but hes eggin me on
ok ok ok hold up im trippin on let me take my medication im on.
alright lay dont get beside your self - dre you dont need him
fuck you skitzo you trying to get me on the daily news like bad flem.
in the t.v room lookin at news the girl across the way, what she say!
she talkin about you dre, sayin you to young to be in here haha u gay.
fck that i cant let it slide Skitzo got my back so the bitch gotta die
i rise to my feet guards see it already gonna happen in my eyes.
so the grab me up - stack me up in a room sayin calm down andrae
keep telling me shes a regular no need to listen to her compadre.
but deep down inside even after the shot they gave me to surpress
skitzo dissappears without a trace & im angered cuz im obessed.
trying to calm down locked in the padded room lookin to find skitzo
looking for the next answer to flip though, nah dont try and flip though.
man fck im stuck again in this mysterious maze, lol whats up dre
skitzo saying you still trippin today without me you cant lead the way.
i stay lost in two worlds continued still today - but without my zyprexa
& bipolar meds im lost to my two mind frames.