Loose face
-The scars are still there
Declare third degree insanity,
more natural than humanity;
The love that’s shared is blasphemy,
but the reward poses handsomely.
I’m your horror man,
hiding bodies behind the pots and pans;
Catch me if you can!
Farewell to the sky,
that brightened this type of guy.
I’m your worst nightmare…
…Gutting you slow tonight.
-all rules apply
Let the aura rain,
though at times it seems plain.
While the drops of Jupiter…
…brings a frown that remains.
My thoughts were slain!
Tied by ball of chain,
killing nerves within the brain;
I came to bring the pain…
…not caring for any name.
the picture seemed crooked…
…but I kept it within the frame.
Run through the veins,
which leaves a burdened stain.
The sleeve of innocence…
…seems more loose than spare change.
Now and days it ain’t the same
Push the double doors,
emotion drops to the floor.
Felicity defines it more,
but imprudence leaves me sore.
Release your back bone sense,
My burden seemed drenched;
Don’t feel wrenched…
…you being happy-is past tense.
So may I present?
A new solution in the making,
a life worth forsaking;
As you remain…
…a life-less worth taking.
-Slivered bones stay shaking.
Come check what’s baking,
you might like what your tasting;
A death ballad icing…
…atop a lost life, that was faking.
Dead body-
The maggots are still alive,
crawling on a death-less life;
I grin franticly causing hives,
to shiver down innocence spine
- times five
They call it karma
Have you ever met her before?
I have at the store;
She blew me a kiss that hit the core,
I dropped dead gorgeous…
…who laid comfortably on the floor.
She wouldn’t need anyone to lend,
Or even bend-
Over backwards to get recognition,
the heart was filled with ambition;
Truancy seemed the best in my position,
was more like a mission;
With my heart left in wilt condition.
My smile went flaccid,
my tears burned like acid;
My heart stickier than plastic…
…served on a silver platter…
-of some craft shit
Call it some crappy art,It’s always my, my, my…
…or me, me, me- blah
It’s never we…
…that’s why WE could never be.
-BITCH!
a tactic I love to use…
…to shed the weakly hearts.
-often weekly
We would hide and seek,
soft as a ripe peach;
your body remained…
…till others, were in your sheets.
Happily invited,
even when we were united;
Your actions seemed guided,
my heart stuck but someone pried it.
I felt un-invited
Flustering emotions wave good-bye solemnly,
with rushed tears pleasing the cheeks happily?- probably.
Nothings ever promised… so down happiness with rum,
I remember that day with glum…
…sullen mint filled my gums.
-Brain cells went dumb.
Miserable I’ve been since,
I thought I’d be your prince;
Wanting the last kiss,
yet in retch respect…
…all I got was this.
- a bitch with loose lips
Remain loyal?...
…how could I do so.
the rhythm between our hearts….
…were more screeched than a bruised throat.
Other guys rocked her boat,
while I only sailed…
…the sea that had a sugared coat.
Tasty
Ridiculous, yet I stayed,
I felt played;
my days rained…
…yet my smile still remained.
I burned the past reflexes- of us,
it was trust that was broken;
My heart baked…
… with a burnt crust.
Loved you twice a month…
…that’s the most I ever did,
as I felt stuck in a rage…
…In time with a kid.
-slacking around like a bitch!
With all my money gone…
…where will you be?
But they say if your love is strong, then that’s all you’ll need.
Thought at strange times when present you seemed more wild,
though I didn’t know you we’re prone matched as a child.
Kill me softly…
…With no words to even speak.
Grind my tongue away…
…and stomp my heart with your feet.
-heart break road is in clawed reach.
I loved you always, as long as you remained,
the same…
…don’t look back and start to change.
I always thought about us when our hearts would combine,
the power is mine…
…yet in the same phase our love never entwined.
Hate always enshrined,
and made happiness resign.
Catastrophe effect, yes fairly to the mind,
they said happiness would comeback...
… just prepare in due time.
If fair was a felony…
…then I have not indulged in any crime.
Call love what it is…
…to me it’s blind.
I read all your signs…
… and still I’m left in spitted mud and greased slime.
I guess this is fine,
Though it is horrible at times…
… you just got to stick it out and not whine.
I’m kind of old…
…I think I need my brain shined.
What’s the use though?
…when my own thoughts; are fried.
Today seems like another day,
passing love away;
that’s when I can say,
darling please stay and wait.
Ooh…
…how I miss the sun reflect off your hair,
the smile it creates…
…just lets me know, that you care.
And ooh… how you can say,
that you love me the most.
When my thoughts slowly fade,
into the a dark space that you chose.
-Practical
Rhapsody melodies…
…a soft tune to ear too.
A mere fool to not listen well,
when trouble came through.
My heart was thrown into a pot…
…of happily ever after.
She laughs so much about my dreams,
yet she doesn’t know I dream about her laughter.
Days get so cloudy, till the sky starts to cry,
I began to write you letters till my pen ran dry.
It’s you who I miss…
…that makes my love so bright.
So I’ll love you girl…
... till the day that I die.
It’s sad though,
that I had to do this in the end.
we we’re real close,
till I was the one who killed my only friend.
I moved on fairly;
easily removed? Barely,
No one in this world could help,
cause you only had me…
…and I only wanted you for myself.
But I had to move on… I’m sorry babe.
I never meant to hurt you…
…it was an accident not rape.
So these bars that I reside with keep my head straight,
a mistake I could not fake, only make worse if I tried to escape.
So I remain behind bars…
…while you stay afar-
I dreamt with the shining stars…
that lit at night…
…showing off, my glooming scars.
-Love is a difficult thing
My world is hopeless, but I love it anyway,
I had a great thing…
…but loving never came my way
Your looks I reminisce but your love I embrace,
The good love I gave away…
…reminds me that I let a good thing go to waste
-so much for taste
“How was I supposed to know she was under age…?
…she was the one who wanted it,
I just gave her what she wanted….
…which in the, end of the night, was me.”