Let's chat about half the doubt I've felt when in Cap and Gown...
Captain, Crown, Johnny Walker could take me farther than actin' now...
I'm at the bow of a ship coastin into a harbor's cliff -
Carvers sit tracing my likeness as I write this and spark a spliff...
I'm over indulgent, I'm cold and no solvent
Could reverse the process of aging as old men...
I know when it's time to stop, chalk it up to slow suicide...
You and I must think the same, our brains are blew inside...
Another shot? Love or not, it's fine if you're asking,
But the last thing I want is you bringing up a past fling...
Attaching to puppet strings, my luck just seems to be two-faced,
New couch in a new place, use these to clean off the poop stains...
It's me that won't compute, I'm a flute played with strings,
And labelings just make me seem like a playful thing...
If I make it seem like a woe-is-me story,
Stop listening - I don't like that shit either, it's corny...
I know waiting isn't action,
But to me it's the healing of mind...
Debating sense over passion,
I'm forced to leave you behind...
I find that I'm drowsy, it's lousy, I feel how I should feel ...
Like wood sealed from rain I'm dry and refrained from good and real...
But I wouldn't steal from my fellow man, I'm too damn aware of his sorrow...
His car loan, his mortgage and having to support his kids tomorrow...
It's glass stains, It's cash claims, it's churches and schools,
It hurts but it's cool to live inside a purse made of wool...
Material value it's so fucking clear how they wow you...
They calcu---late the best way to overpower you...
If you don't understand, it's because you're convinced,
That someone who vents is crazy cuz they're dumb or intense...
But lumber and rents and oil, I wonder who pretends this soil
Is theirs to sell cuz they stole it from the men who toiled...
I live in a box, It's my body and mind itself,
It's livin by mself in a house with no friends when it counts...
It's tenant amounts, its breakin' my back,
For a pact I made with Satan - disguised as a society's track...
I know waiting isn't action,
But to me it's the healing of mind...
Debating sense over passion,
I'm forced to leave you behind...
bye bye....