Ocean Of Noise
Chemicals chain as the toxins in my brain make me cope
React as I try to subside the attacks from the harsh facts
Swung around flailing, I hit bottoms up, but I stay afloat
I crash my head down now; my ears sound with hard blasts
Looking out towards land, I bask in the moment and weep
Lost a wife to the sea, but the again it was my own fault
Slurping the water, gasping for air as I plunge down deep
With my lips chapped and cut, I am burdened by the salt
Kicks now became weaker, faintly I grew tired and slothy
The fish almost seemed to slither like serpents even then
As if the demons themselves were there trying to stop me
Knowing any further would be the beginning and the end
Weightless; imploding with fear as I exploded with panic
Love or hate? Up or down? Gravity stay the hell away from me
Life's not to be wasted, but how's life down here managed?
I gave up on her and so now I give up on this life blatantly
Depths rise as I fall progessively towards the dark abyss
Wondering why I had even wanted to have ever started this
Wishing I could swim, but I'm losing weight with the faster fall
Hush now child and relax for heaven is not so far after all
This Ocean Of Noise leaves me fast asleep.