My Own Heaven
Written By Smoka
Smoka-
My Own Hell
I rarely opened my eyes at night, my sleep left me consumed
Good thing my parents never knew what I kept in my room
Before I goto bed, I lay on the floor by it and slide up under it
Mind wonderin, staring at the box mattress I start tumblin
Into another world, falling through thin air and blackness
Cold breeze fastens my cheeks to my teeth, now imagine
Stars light up the darkness, billions...trilllions it's tight as fuck
Then the sky slowly turns red like the break of dawn and lights up
I hit the ground, bleeding from the back of my skull...I get up
Out of my bed and walk in for breakfast feelin rough
To see my mother with a huge hole in her face, blood seeping through
'Greetings you!' she chimed....I'm sitting here without a clue
As to what the hell is happening, she grab the tongs she used
And shoved them in my eyes, I must long this abuse...
I couldn't see shit...but I know what is happening to me
I felt the ride through the darkness again and the cold breeze
Will this ever end? ..the blood from my eyes froze to my cheeks
I hope I'll be able to see again, this has gotta be a dream
Just as I thought that...I landed on a jagged rock..DAMNIT DUDE
I gotta hand it to you, you took me man and split me in two
The rock apologized, 'I'm sorry, I'm known for making a strong point'
Ha! a joke...I left my legs and we walked off together to smoke a joint
He asked me how was life, I didn't quite know how to give him an answer
'It's alright...I guess', I said while I checked my legs for another ganther
Nah...they are fucked.....so, what's up with you rock...how's life?
No reply...
I guess he went off into the night..I can't see shit from loss of my sight
BAM! I'm falling again....my body reattaches and my sight recovers
My mom walks in the room...and I'm in my bed, bundled in the covers