My heart screams to be released
For it is haunted
By the sounds of drum beats and gunshots
Something neither my heart
Or my brain has grasped
Never fired a round
Never let the demon within out
Never…
But I can feel this
Every day
Just trying to keep up with my heart and it’s rushed sounds
Every minute of everyday it yells
Why won’t this stop?
It just continues
Marching on like a wind up solider
I used to play with
Since when do citizens
Occupy the front lines?
Giving their lives
For an empty case
I no longer wish to feel
To hear
To witness my heart scream so…
Stop the images
The bloodshed
The tears
Just stop the world
An let me step off
Take the AK from my hands
Unclip the helmet that rests upon my head
My washed out brain now joins my heart
It feels as if this cry will
rip my jaw from it’s hinge