THIS LIFE
This life, it keeps me runnin- twisted and dazed
I feel so dull and in the dark- steady hopin for brighter days
I cant keep on when everything I own-turns twoard my demise
Its like Im fightin ta just lose-and I never can not cry
This shits so heavy and its all just dropped right on my shoulders
Theres so many ways my lifes been twisted, Ill never move these boulders
Where do I start when I cant rewind or stop the time-and my minds tied in knots
Ive always wondered how Im a good person, but yet I have all these blemished spots
I hate to stop and think that it gets worse before it gets better
Id just like to go back to 7 when life was as smooth as creamy cheddar
I hate this life, and I cant believe the levels of anger I gather
especially when all the bullshit doesnt even matter
I used to care- and even try to regulate the turbulance
But now the burdens got me so buried to try to dig wouldnt make sense
And I could go on telling the truth in the matter
But I think Ill sugarcoat it and say Im ok, cause that is what Id rather
Its just easier that way because I cant bear the weight of the bullshit
And if I dont keep it in Ill blow up and half the world would suffer from it.
This really just boils down to the simple fact that
Life sucks more every day, and Im never gonna get past that....
One of my least complex pieces, really just out of anger and frustration
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