You left us when i was only two, i barely knew ya
well screw ya, all i really wanna do is shoot ya.
the way you up n left was a bunch of bullshit
and if you were here now, you know i would pullshit
id pump you full of lead for all the crap you did
i was just a kid, i wasnt yet ready for that bid
but i took it like a man,i accpeted you being gone
only kid on the whole block without a mom
it was rough,n we were struggling to hang on
n it was tough, all these things that ive foregone
we had to sell our house, and move to an apartment
had to shop at the cheap ass clothes department
didnt have money, dad was always at work
n the babysitter, that bitch was a jerk
had no cable, no internet or computer
but it didnt take much, all i wanted was a scooter
sumthin to play on, sumthin to enjoy
and dad got it, it was my favorite toy
n we made it, just barely, but we made it
our family, you betrayed it n i hate it
your whole existance, i wanna grenade it
you left us, and went off and got in trouble
shootin heroin, livin life in a bunch of rubble
you got caught, n now ur doing 5 years
you get what you deserve bitch, i hope your in tears
and u write me, "i love you", thats what it all says
well if you didt you wouldnt have left, all i wanna do is..
beat you down and strap you up with bombs
and blow ya head off while i scream fuck u mom!
And now we doin better, 11 years later..
im still takin it like a man, and you, your still a traitor
you wanna come back, and you want things to go normally
well formally bitch, you havent done shit for me
all you have done to us, is cause struggle
your nuthin but a bunch of trouble
and now you wanna cuddle and snuggle?
well fuck that, you aint comin back.
go back to jail, smoke some more crack
cause i dont care about you, n thats whatsup
we doing good now, i dont want you to screw it up
we got money, a roof and nice clothes
you beg to come back, but u aint ...CASE CLOSED.
i hope you can understand the story from the lyrics but if u cant heres the story:
my mom left me my sister and my dad when i was two. she took everything and we were left with nothing. my family slowly came back and got our own house and everything. my mom was put in a correction institution ( fancy name for PRISON ) for 5 years for shootin heroine, and smokin crack. she says that when she gets out she wants to come live with us, but no. fuck her. thats my story
