Leaving!! i'm going back to the old me,
How i always use to be, simple yet unique
All off this is too much, too much to take
Feels like i damn near threw my life away
It's over now, if i could i'd turn it around
But its too late, your already walking out
Talkin bout, how much your better off now
I wanted you so much i brought you down
Why did we say the things we did lastnight?
The last thing i wanted was for us to fight
But we did anyway! and just look at us now
Confused about it all, tryin to figure it out
Not knowing how to feel, or where to start
Wernt lovers at all, but its ripping us apart
i tried to run from it all, but didnt have a clue
the further i ran. the more i cried over you
tasting the tears that trickled down my cheek
while reminising the day, i first heard you speak
Now it seems but a dream, of how it use to be
A never ending fear, of a magnificent memory
But its then that i realise to my disgrace
im the one who wiped the smile from ur face
made you feel this way in constant pain
i pushed you to the edge, to the point it hurt
where you bottled it up to the point it bursted!
and im sorry
But in All honesty this is me now!
Tryna make it up to you, so i can be proud!
I wana show you how i feel deep down
I wana share with you the love i've found
Ive known you a while, but ive fallin for you
as weird as it sounds, i swear its true
sorry i hurt you thats the last thing i wanted to do
you wanted to be firends, i wanted to be with you
so i gues it went wrong, push came to shove
im sorry what i did to you,
but i must say goodbye my love!
i hope you understand that im jsut a man
im not asking for another chance
cause i never really deserved the one i had
but i wish you the best, i mean it too
hope you find the right guy
who wont hurt you like i do
i guess im saying goodbye
not really what i want but i have to
i have no clue how to get over you
a desired love, a friend
love you always
till the bitter end
xx Goodbye xx