If the only thing in life that is promised is our demise
then it makes no difference to go threw life with open eyes
Since at one point you gon trip and take a dive from up here
The blood rushes to ya feet and then u can't think clear
They say the fall dosen't hurt it's the sudden stop at the end
but this isnt my first plunge and I dont think i'll live again
I'm fallin so hard and so fast I probally won't survive the crash
I can only hope i'm high enough that the pain dosen't last
feels like im diving head first into a blank white page
thinking im about to rock bottom but it continues for days
I pray to god to get a sign that its a long way down
just enough time to show i love you before i hit ground
but ignorance is bliss and if this fall ends soon
then i guess its better that the weather hides the dark blue moon
the times i feel before must have only been from so high
it was like high enough to hurt but not enough for me to die
i pray im fallin by chance and not because u pushed or tripped me
but because u feel and broke ur heart and want someone to suffer 50 times worst....then when u feel to the earth head first
sheddin so many tears along the way u almost died of thirst
i gave you my word i wouldnt lie and all i want is the same
in return dedication and appreciation without the pain
see i know from experience that when hard times out weigh the great
you'll forget why your falling try to look back but it's to late
a lack of comunication leads to seculded conclusions
and a lack of information leads to deluded illusions
after a while of knowing someone you develop expectations
what u think they'd say or do in almost all situations
but as soon as you stop talking u loose track of conversation
and its like speaking to a stranger when compared to the illustration
plus memory can fail u when u forget how you feel...but hopefully when u hit the bottom u'll rember me for being REAL
