-Mixed Emotions-
(the victim)
Love? I felt it, it's the top~of~a~mountain
And you only get a little it's a drop~from~a~fountain
A drop that only falls just to stop~in~your~mouth~when
You get a bit too happy and it pops~your~arousement
It's ridiculous mixed~with~this sickness~which
Inflicts~this~shit and make you feel sick~sick~sick.......
This is how it was~with~me I had a girl who would lovingly
come~to~me just~to~be one~with~me it was Love~for~free
No payment didn't have to say~shit to make~it
feel real cuz she knew I wasn't fakin
She was the greatest, got a picture and I had to save~it
And I kept~it, until it was bent, wrinkled and decrepit
Color's fading, her face is graying, but still I never left~it
One day she told me that she could never cheat~on~me
But the comment was so out of context so the thought beat~on~me
So the next day I went to her house for a surprise~visit
No answer at the front so I check her window...couldn't believe my eyes~in~it
She sat kissing another dude, in a rage I dive~in~it
I completely went crazy, glass breaking, hands shaking I~listen
She starts to speak and I walk over to make sure the doors~locked
But it's so easy to unlock so I rip off the whole doorknob
I throw the brass knob and hit the dude in the nose
He falls back, I see glass and think to cut off his toes
Or better yet his fingers, they're both screamin shit that doesn't sound like English
He sits up with blood streamin out his nostrils
In my head it feels so right like I'm the 13th apostle
My girl was right there and yet I reach into my pocket
And recover her old picture and wonder if it would be right to rocket
Some shards of glass at her chest~and~face
Neck~and~waist ensuing sex~that's~rape
And rip~the~limbs from this dick~who~went
Gave lips~to~lips, to my bitch~ass~chick
I ask........
Would it be right? To reach and get my pocketknife?
And cut this girl who I thought~was~wife material
That's when I realized how simple it would be for loss~of~life
To take her. Would it be right to break~her~bones and take~her~home
To rape her? Would it be right to take the fight to the guy and take the life
To kill him? Would it be right to take the knife and cut around the heart
To spill him? All these twisted wishes, sickened visions
Crowd~my~mind, and it's about~the~time that I'm out~my~mind
So I ask...........
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(his friend)
Woah...
Stop for a second, and look inside yourself for a moment
Your anger's killing your mind. Your mental health is erodin'
Dont let the actions of others justify your agression
Stop and think before you go rip out his spine and intestines
Try and fight your affection/ Feels like your eyes were molested
Dont do anything drastic....a human life is so precious
Forcing yourself on a woman? That shit is sick-as-it-gets
Its simple-as-this: walk away and get a diff-er-ent-chick
Assault and battery? Dude, thats not the way it has to be
Her cheating on you is wrong...I know that it was sad to see
Violence is worthless, think about it for a second
Kill em both and what happens? Your ass will get arrested
Be patient. In time you'll forget this ever happened
Dont let one stupid action send you falling into madness
Let it go while your pride's in tact/ No use fightin back
Think about what Ive said/So...this is why I ask:
Would it be right? To take this girls life?
Just cuz you saw her kissing some other guy?
To puncture the heart...rip their bodies apart...
Shit, leaving her isnt much of a loss from the start
No it isnt right...
How could it be right?
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