"UNTITLED" (my true story; deep)
i love you, but i hate you. im ending this like it is
hate to cut you short but to me you scease to exist
i gave you everything you were the only one i adored
treated you with respect that other fellas ignored
tried to holla at you but they knew you was all mine
but i felt my grasp slippin as we talked over time
conversations were boring and you left me hanging alot
seems like you took me for granted and my love you forgot
i remember when we first met, i believe it was 7th grade
looking at you was like looking at an angel, in class i used to daze
loving your smile, latina curves, brown hair and eyes
asked you out time and time even though i was denied
got to know you, in fact we became best friends
got you to fall for me, but there was mixed messages i sent
i was twisted cuz you was a playette, and that was not alright
but still thought about you every single day and night
my favorite person, puppy love, but you were special to me
two years now, nothing new, we were still just wondering
i held out for you though, even if i wasn't ready
maybe we could go further and eventually steady
time was patience, grew older, wiser, and more intamite
but the promise of a relationship was still indefinite
you were with him, the person that would eventually kill my dreams
i got your attetion, but it was harder than it seemed
at a party was when we hooked-up, i kissed her on the cheek
move paid off, she thought about me that whole week
she called me up and let me know she was feelin me
excited but kept it smooth talked to her like i was a gee
low toned and laid back, we talked for hours on on the clock
phone bill drove my parents crazy, my moms in a shock
we fell in love, hate to say but i was a one woman man
did everything to do her right, i made her understand..
that i was better, i made her my one and only boo
she knew where i was whenever, because i stayed true
grew closer and closer and then it was about the time
we were at junior prom and you ws looking fine
i had a key to a room, we went up the elevator
didn't come out the room till many hours later
we were now six-teen at the prime of our game
we lossed it to each other we were one in the same
within a couple of months the story grows thick
this bitch was actin slutty couldn't keep off the dick
and no not mine, im talking other dudes
didn't feel like believing but my real friends stayed true
telling me your twisted path and you were obsessed with sex
wasn't ready for that you put my dreams on the hex
i was ready to settle you were ready to creep
i saw you talking with "the dude", were y'all that deep?
was i nuthing to you, 5 years down the drain?
you was moving real fast, i was staying the same
not to mention he had it out for me, i know he was hatin
i had you to me, i wonder what you was debatin
did he fuck you good? did he make you feel spent?
slut, im not suprised you ended up pregnant...
with his baby, but it should have been my seed
is he gonna give it all that it needs?
a burden child, and its your fault cuz you decided i was good enough
and now a single mother, you gonna have to live it rough
he took my dreams of us, and left you with an it
leaving me in a depression, good thing i didn't slit
but i loved you girl, you knew i'd give you my life
but knowing the fact still doesn't give you the right
to make me out as the other, and give you all the glory
a relationship is made of 2, i hope you've learned the story
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