love is mysterious love has so many closets to open
joyous times turn to envious times and happy hearts end up broken
never know if the love is right, never know if the love is cheap
hurtful events leave printed marks and those marks you'll for ever keep
throught out my summer had drama everthing into a conflict
never knowing whats goin down next i could never predict
i devoted myself to this nigga some unthoughtful shit went down
sat around the house, face struck with a frown
he had my heart filled with trust, then he went on and cheated
never knew his true inner feelings same sentence out his mouth repeated
as i lay and shed tears in the night wondering if he'll be my heart
at the beginnin of our bond he said we wont maintain from being apart
when it came down to talkin serious his words on me had a strong effect
i write in my journal "why don't i just die and leave the earth?"
tired of being lied to with pain inside so what exactly am i worth?
he almost broke my heart for her but my heart wouldn't let
Gyrl's cousin swore up and down they belonged together, and dude usin me
when i asked over and over to be my man true he was always refusin me
in his deep mind and soul he knew his place was here he couldnt pretend
but now we together, our love is once more a special mend