I was hated for my colour, got beat on and called shit!
thats why my hatred fuels for anybody that's racist...
from the day i took my first step, and learned at a school
kids would hit me in front of their friends just to look cool.
Parents watched with no care as their sons would spit on me,
rubbed my lunch in the dirt, and got threatened for my money.
Now, i havn't seen these guys in a while, i woudln't notice...
coz revenge against these bitches will never be my focus.
I do think of times where i would drop down to their level
just so they can taste their own blood, the work of my devil.
I kept crawling from the dirt, i don't know how many times,
but each day i got up, i'd get approached by the same guys.
I was frightened to death, but some of them settled off me,
stopped kickin my head in, and slowed down my robberies.
This was years ago, but you don't forget these past moments,
coz it will always replay in your head, even if you don't want it.
I moved schools, my parents thought i'd need the break,
i could try and make new friends, and learn from my mistakes.
But what did i do wrong in the beggining? ...Nothing!
I was myself, people picked on me coz to them it was something,
at this new school, i felt more accepted with more friends,
over years, it took time for my broken heart to mend...
I can remember the first day... name roll call, i didnt respond,
recess bell rang, i sat and cried, the teacher asked: "what's wrong"?
I was young, and couldn't explain the emotions like i can now,
and i felt afraid to speak up and make new friends in a new crowd.
Still got called black, hated by many, but not as much..
in fact, i actually had some friends to talk to at lunch....
as time at school moved and passed, i became like them
no one cared about colour, races, or where i've been...
there was still the odd few, saying: "go back to your own country"
fuck you! i'm a teen now, and i've got true friends that love me
so when i remind myself of the bullshit i've had to cope with...
ill remember the times when my friends were here to walk with.
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