its a shame..always
tryed to succeed, to fill up my needs..
and even though i fought and fought .. still i always concede
but i cant help it, noone is there too reach out
even when my heart is open, i still struggle with eich doubt
i cant comprehend, or understand whats wrong..
and my tears cant stay in, when i hear that song
its so intense, its eats me alive from inside
and noo im not facing it, if it happend i`ll act dumb & i`ll hide
even if it hurts my pride, cause nothing is really left anyway
and if i talk about solutions, its just a theft of cliche's
so yea, itll always be like this ...
my emotions sprayed.. but i always striked the bliss
failure runs thru my vains, always playing those shy games
that`ll just be me forever, trying to imply names for myself..
i tryed to but i was lacking in intensity being abnormally deficient
my own truths lieyed too me .. al it did was inefficient
feeling inadequate in amounts, feeling merchandise in a discount sale
my life on the streets, my heart and emotions ..proved me i always fail..
so fuck the prescribed norm, the ways ive been formed are an outrage
it might amaze you but .. i always feld like a disgrace..
feeling omnipotent, but without any go at all..
the weakening turned stronger ..and every step took me closer too fall.
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